Jo Tumse Pyar Karta Tha —
Usne Kisi Aur Ko
Kyun Chuna?
Ek waqt tha jab sab theek tha. Woh tumse baat karta tha. Haste tha. Tumhare liye time nikalta tha. Tumhe lagta tha — haan, ye real hai.
Aur phir ek din — usne kisi aur ka haath tham liya.
Aur tum wahan khade reh gaye. Bina kisi warning ke. Bina kisi wajah ke. Sirf ek sawaal lekar — main kahan galat tha?
Kya Woh Tumse Pyar Nahi Karta Tha?
Shayad karta tha. Genuinely.
Ye sunna mushkil lagta hai — ke koi tumse pyar bhi kar sakta hai, aur phir bhi kisi aur ko choose kar sakta hai. Lagta hai ye jhooth hai. Ye possible hi nahi.
Lekin sach ye hai —
Woh tumse feel karta tha. Lekin shayad woh khud confuse tha — apni zindagi mein, apni needs mein, apne aap mein. Aur jab insaan confuse hota hai, woh aksar woh choose karta hai jo safe lagta hai. Jo easy lagta hai. Jo familiar lagta hai.
Tumhara pyar real tha. Lekin unhe kuch aur chahiye tha. Kuch aisa jo unhone wahan socha milega.
Main Kahan Kam Tha?
Ye sawaal — ye sabse zyada dard deta hai raat ko.
Neend nahi aati. Tum ghante sochte rehte ho. Kya main zyada caring hota toh? Kya main alag dikhta toh? Kya main kuch aur hota toh?
Tum unki purani photos dekh rahe ho.
Unka naam type karke delete kar rahe ho.
Baar baar.
Kyunki bhejne ki himmat nahi.
Aur bhoolne ki bhi nahi.
Ye sawaal band karo.
Kyunki ye sawaal ek galat jagah se aa raha hai. Ye assume karta hai ke tum insufficient the. Ke tumhara koi hissa missing tha. Ke tum enough nahi the.
Koi chef ka khana isliye bura nahi ho jaata ke ek guest ne kuch aur order kar diya. Koi kitab isliye bekar nahi hoti ke kisi ne dusri padhi. Tum choose nahi hue — iska matlab ye nahi ke tum chooseable nahi the.
Ye unka decision tha. Tumhari value nahi.
Woh Dusra Insaan — Usse Nafrat Kyun?
Bahut log poochte hain — usse kyun? Main kya nahi tha jo woh tha?
Aur seedha jawab ye hai — kuch bhi nahi.
Woh better nahi hai. Woh zyada deserving nahi hai. Woh sirf wahan tha — sahi waqt pe, sahi jagah pe. Ya woh woh cheez represent karta tha jo us waqt unhe chahiye thi.
Ye kisi ki jeet nahi thi. Aur tumhari haar nahi thi.
Jo Sabse Zyada Dard Deta Hai
Ye nahi ke woh chale gaye.
Ye hai ke — woh the. Tumhare saath. Tumhare liye feel karte hue. Aur phir bhi unhone door jaana choose kiya.
Tum rote ho. Aur phir khud se poochte ho — kyun ro raha hoon, jab woh mere the bhi nahi?
The.
Unke hone ka matlab woh tha jo feel hota tha.
Chahe officially kuch bhi nahi tha.
Aur ye dard — bilkul real hai.
Toh Ab Kya?
Main ye nahi kahunga — move on karo, life goes on. Kyunki ye sach hone ke bawajood, is waqt hollow lagta hai.
Main sirf itna kahunga —
Jo tumhara hai — woh tumhare paas aayega. Bina tumhe khud ko tod ke.
Aur jo gaya — woh shayad wahan tha hi nahi jahan tumne socha tha. Kisi ka tumhe na chunna — tumhari story ka end nahi hai. Ye sirf ek chapter tha. Ek bahut painful chapter. Lekin chapter.
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1 Comments
Kisi aur ko choose karna unka decision tha…
ReplyDeleteLekin tumhari value aaj bhi utni hi hai jitni pehle thi. ✨